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January 4, 1957 Declaration after a miracle: "This is Name’s fulfilled completed miracle of [healing, abundance, etc.]. Let all force unleashed, loosened and dislodged now be ascended into the Heart of the Fire to be added once more as Power to the purified Substance from which it was separated when misused."
Excerpts from Edna Miriam’s letter about her train accident in December 1956 I got on the train at 6:00 p.m. in Chicago. Had a bedroom. Between midnight and 2:00 a.m., I got up and coming out of the tiny washroom, I lifted my left foot over the sill as the train lurched! It lifted me off both feet and hurled me, with left wrist smashed against outer wall under window. I nearly died with pain. Couldn’t rouse the porter. Called him at 7:00 a.m. Every bone in the wrist was fractured, sticking in all directions; arm fractured below shoulder and below elbow. They put on a cast heavy enough to pull the small fractures into place, leaving fingers free; can move them. But took two of them to re-break and set the wrist! Local and a mask to help; even then the pain was terrific. "Behind" – skin off! Legs pull ‘n twitch ‘n dance! Cast must pull ten pounds of weight on shoulder 24 hours a day. Sling at wrist to keep weight off wrist or neck! I’m now two days into third week of cast – six weeks! I am SO grateful not a leg or right arm. I am able to get up and down without torture. Shoulder and upper arm healing. Every time I moved, it pulled that arm. Just steady pain now. Now for Inner: I’d known something was coming to lift. Had ever since birthday and all that had been planned at 1:00 a.m., December 22, was a couple of "knees." You should have seen my left knee: black, swollen and skinned deeply; half-inch scab still left after two weeks. I lifted more force with this than all we have lifted in five years. And am still lifting and loving and knowing. Wasn’t God good to let me be here with Ted and Kay?
Each is supposed to pay all debts to Law contracted every twenty-four hours. When any individual fails to care for his own, there is an added burden to carry on each other Elect. For the time has come and now is when we must pay debts daily. We must balance each day’s books.
We must lift all force for our asking through prayer. For each statement of our "Miracle" we must use the following: Reaching out and down with hands, lift high all dislodged force, "Every bit of loosened dislodged black force is now lifted up and made into power once more, added to the Substance of Light from whence it came when misused." How long it takes to really comprehend all we think we know.
Those who think, "it’s awful," etc., retard healing. We are to review our lives to see where self remains to be cleansed, where we have been wrong. When we look for the reason, we must accept responsibility that everything that comes into our lives is our own. Every time you lift, force is displaced. If a loved one goes to cursing or whatever, a Son or Daughter of God is expected to stand and lift the one who is spewing out, although a certain amount of force may still be left. When this happens, we feel a sense of shortness of time; we run, hurry to reach up, lift our families. In so doing, we often precipitate karma. Still, this must be done. How great is your love of God? The Master knew this Law and had to pay the debt for forcing earth higher in Ascension. God’s time is NOW. Why not live bravely? How willing are you to pay karmic debts to Law? You are responsible for all about you, and especially for your idle words, because you have taken on your share of the Mantle of Messiahship when you follow a strong teacher; you are enveloped in the folds of the Mantle of Messiahship. Declaration after a miracle: "This is Name’s fulfilled completed miracle of [healing, abundance, etc.]. Let all past and present force unleashed, loosened and dislodged now be ascended into the heart of the fire to be added once more as Power to the purified substance from which it was separated when misused." Read Hebrews 1 on inheriting the Kingdom. A miracle is the change of emotion to the prayer of spirit, a speeding up of time. Who are the heirs of the Kingdom? We, the Elect who are responsible, are joint heirs of the Kingdom and joint heirs in responsibility for lifting all misused lifesparks. The fire of the Love of God must have new fuel. True love feeds upon itself. Declare it good and stand with a deep, abiding devotion to God, who is love. As you step onto the Via Christa, more Light clothes you and you say, "I arise and ascend unto my Father’s House." Light will show you the way. The more you see of self-negativity, the more you ask for Light, the more Light there is to dissolve the little self.
Only a few people work at living. Some think about it and talk about it, but have no power to become. As you become Law, your Oversoul o’ershadows you until you become greater than the body. You see others’ lack of understanding – they do not believe you can become as perfect as the Father or His Son. They lack the neurons and brain cells to "get" it. You must study all five categories of expression (psychology, metaphysics, science, philosophy and mysticism). Don’t just read, study! Dig into some topic you do not grasp. If you must return to the same book for a refresher (except the Bible), you are in the same grade and have made no progress. Most metaphysical statements are twaddle, the sonic barrier you must break. The fifth Gospel, written by Thomas, was found in Egypt. To "shed shame" is to say, "I don’t know a confounded thing," to acknowledge the Supreme God only, to follow the way of sacrifice and surrender. All shame comes from not following this. It is my right to ask God in any way I choose. My friends may think I’ve gone wackier than ever, but I am a seeker. Make up your mind to it. I am on my way to God. Tell them, "Have you ever seen a happier fool?" That stops it. You can discard from any religion the part that does not recognize Jesus and the Sermon on the Mount. As you move closer to the Power, you become more powerful. Jesus was the First Begotten Son, differentiated from the Father Himself and given the full Scepter of Power. To strip yourself of meanness and the ability to be hurt or grieved, you stand naked before men until great parts of your Begotten Father endows your outer sheath. Every time we surrender, Oversoul enters, but when we "wonder," self enters. Give up just 15 percent of the self that fills you and full Power enters. Acknowledge it – "Here I am, your perfect child. Fill me with your flame." The subconscious mind protects us from outer world contacts; it should leave the conscious mind free to become and be up, to maintain contact with superconscious mind, which soars. When you stand naked to the world, you are invulnerable. You can just say, "I love you," and they have no retort because you are naked. Religion is at best boring. Edna Miriam’s first premise was "what fun they have in heaven." No sight in the world is more ludicrous than one who is lost is self-pity and martyrdom. What good are they? They don’t amount to anything. Between Easter and Ascension Thursday we are checked on opinions and prejudices, the undersides of our sonic barrier. Opinions and prejudices change no one, but are the greatest of earth’s tragedies. Check your self for opinions and prejudices. The others in our life are our opportunities for self-discipline. You cannot force another to do things your way. You must have common rules to conform to, if you live together, but when you make another uncomfortable you are forcing. Am I forcing my opinions and prejudices on another, or am I living right and helping train another to live in the Kingdom? Edna Miriam’s one reason for living is to take us all home. The short Path of the Masters is so worth it. Let. Let. Let. If you are up and releasing Power, it causes self to blow a gasket. Lay the opinions and prejudices on the Altar. You cannot criticize or blame if you have no opinions or prejudices. Prejudice lives in a closed mind, and is born of self, pride and self-indulgence. Yesterday’s ideals become tomorrow’s opinions and prejudices, crystallized unless we accept new things about them today. An alert mind is broadened and has an enlarged outlook. Look through everything in all its stages, from black to grey to white and make it pay you a dividend. If you are a skull-bumper, you become a burden.
Broken Arm and Wrist Update I’m so thrilled! Didn’t even know it would be so glorious. X-rays showed perfect bone tissue in upper arm and can’t tell wrist was ever broken. Such pain in joints though, wrist and finger joints. Can’t turn arm flat yet. Twice size at elbow just below and all upper arm, it is so swollen. I can straighten it out with a slight crook still, in elbow. Can’t comb hair. It is a perfect healing. I can use arm and hand to lift little things and guide heavier things. You should see my outer elbow. Great raw places from nibbling of cast and all little finger joint and along hand skinned! Sore. Constant pain from arm. It is exactly as hard as the cement cast! It cracks when I move in any direction, but! This will wear off with use.
If we can react to fear and dread, we cannot stand and know, we have not earned the right to have God put the words on our lips. Edna Miriam has cleaned house for forty years. She can look through the truth of appearances into the truth of reality, yet she came here to do one of everything to show that it can be done. God does reward and God never forgets His own. If God can take you through six months, he can take you for six years or 6,000! Live for one week not ten weeks. Move up and let. It is not a case of "want, hope, or try" – you are giving up more. Like a pepper shaker, you just open another hole. You could open it all at once if you let and move up to where it is to be found. Take the lids off your shakers, and do not trust to little holes. The Master’s challenge is to express enough life to live gloriously, to see more, to look at spring flowers and see energy and life. They do not cry out, you must see them. Have you taken the time this week to catch God giving life to the branches, to see life coming through? You are missing a beautiful life. "Come, sup with me and I will sup with you" is a challenge to come higher, to think higher. More life is necessary to give with, to love with, to live. Let go of the old things that bring satisfaction to grasp the new things that give life. Sometimes it is good to write out what was heavy on your heart from years past. Love fulfills the Law. It takes polishing to remove the last of self. It is not what comes, it is how you take it. When you open a new Power, its heat melts and devolves the crystallized egoic soul from the very rocks, from the black constellations and nebulae, releasing force to be ascended. Release the Power and lift for Power to do its work. Power moves through continually and the force must be lifted. Remember to continuously lift the force and release more Power to take its place. When black force is released, lift it and give it back. Lift your hands, bring it in and up and send out Light in its place. Seal the lips of those who speak evil. When you receive a new name for lifting, you are given all the force evil associated with it. You are responsible for lifting all effects of evil. Lift the other person immediately to relieve them of the effects of evil. Lift it to relieve it, "Here it is Father. Receive this thy Daughter and let the Power heal the body," etc. Always declare that all evil comes to the surface as the Power moves forth then lift it from on high, saying, "Let it be lifted." Your Guards will catch it first, then release more Power.
A high state of consciousness, of love of God only, takes you there. One negative word, one "smallest thing" can lose that point and you must climb again. We came to earth to clean up all the blackness. We were supposed to know who we were and maintain contact with God. If you want never to return, you must achieve perfection here, twenty-four hours a day, a lifetime of it. Ascension means greater responsibility. The only way to lift is to be lifted in consciousness. We take all the blame for everything that happens to all, yet we are to be firm, sweetly, firmly final in Law, completely sweet in love and compassion. This must begin in families. A martyr is undiluted self-indulgence. God agrees with such, but says, "I cannot set aside Law for you. I understand that you are critical, arrogant, a martyr, not willing to take blame and denying God." When you have "taken enough," just say, "This is enough. If you want to act like a savage in the jungle, go ahead. I love you and when you are through with it, I’ll put my arms around you." When you let a line sag by pitying yourself, others stumble over it and all the Legions of the Master must pick it up. Mind, Power and Substance cannot be separated! Emotion sends Power out as a cloud of force and if I say, "Let love cover this cloud," and they add the Mind to it, the force is still floating out there. It must touch the body to be ascended. When you have an accident, say, "Let this be lifted instantly to be ascended again with Mind and Substance." We have lived nearly 100,000 lives and this accumulated force needs lifting. We had to lift this cloud. If we didn’t, it floated around, collected more and those who descended as devils have used it. Now that we know that evil used this force, it shall fade away. Evil has gambled on the fact that we would not lift the floating force. Edna Miriam just accepted the "big." At meetings and at the time of revelation, she said, "this just isn’t big enough." She had used forceful determination in declaring "Let all crime be wiped from the world. Let it be lifted. Let this world be healed," etc. The Father answered her and sent through Power for this complete lifting. This Power melts force in the very rocks themselves. Edna Miriam lifted the force through her body with the fall, to save earth. Any pain is the lifting of force. Do not whine over it. Whining lets the lines sag. Edna Miriam had to do it! The fulfillment of the New Testament prophecy couldn’t come sooner. (I Peter 5:8-9: Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.) 1) When anyone gives a name for lifting, raise your hands and declare, "Let all force about her be lifted out and up." Use your hands to scoop it in and raise it. 2) Name her and pray about her and her lines: "Let the Power go forth to fill the body of Name, her family and all those on her lines." Then lift this force up and declare that the Fathers make it into Light. 3) Then declare, "We lift all force this Power releases and declare the result a miracle." Apply this Law: If a friend betrays you, she has fallen from a high point but is still good in her baby class. Declare it good. For our love has and is healing the crystallized force that one released to be healed. This is our work and when we lift for that one, how can that one go backward? Job thought he was perfect; Satan knew he was not, for Job declared himself perfect. Yet we cannot deny that we are perfect! This is denying the Christ. God looks at us and sees perfection, every instant. "I AM that perfect one, I AM. I AM a descended God, I declare that I AM that perfect one, I AM." Who will take you where? I AM! The I AM consciousness of God is to stay in the Light always. When we don’t do this, we want to escape. If you want to be a martyr, you want to enjoy it. When you are hot with the zeal of the Love of God you can say, "I AM God’s greatest miracle. I AM that beautiful one, I AM!" Nothing has never kicked Edna Miriam off the Path. When hit, she says, "God, hit the other side." She said, "This arm is your miracle. All fear is lifted from earth" when they set the broken bones. We lift force. We ask Power to move forth upon it and lift force again. To go "down" in consciousness at all is to deny God, to deny the Christ. You need but to love, and to love God as a person always, not as anything else. This means that everything is His, all from the smallest to the greatest. Be it. Sit on His lap! God first, yet you cannot say other than I AM that perfection, I AM. Say, "I AM that perfection that I AM in expression. I AM all strength I AM in expression!" Burn hot! All is God. You are one in God. He is in you. How can you deny Him? One slight moment of turning from Him means that you are denying Him, even as Peter did. We need not do what Peter did! Accept always. All is good all the time. And even when we transgress, we declare God’s perfection through us. BE! Joy is so great, so very great that there is no need for anything other than Joy. It’s so wonderful! We have no reason for anything other than a smile to be upon our faces at all times. "I AM THAT I AM GOOD" is expressing perfection as your personal expression.
He who has seen me when I am in an ecstasy over loving God has seen a complete expression of the Father. When you look and see the Mother Love of God, you look and look; this IS the greatest thing there is. When someone looks at you and says, "You look ten years younger," it is the Mother Love of God. When you see this perfect expression of the love of the Father, you are seeing the Mother Love of God! "Let your Light so shine before men that they see your good works and glorify your Father which is in Heaven. By your works shall ye be known."
Speak gently, walk softly, hold Golden Silence and use wise speech; these rules maintain an unconquerable defense. When another needs wise speech and we do not speak, it is selfishness. One has an unerring reaction to the Lights of God. You must stand in your own burning bush to receive. See Cherubim at the bed corners and Seraphim in the corners of the room before sleeping and always for children. You cannot hide anything. God’s substance is always good. It is God’s good substance, even the darkest expression. Anyone can turn any dark substance into Light just because they love God. You must have what it takes to defend the truth you know. Fold your arms before your breastbone, just stand and love God. The power of Nonresistance goes into action as the Mother Ray to quell a riot. The masses stand with hands on hips in resistance. We release all Power through the hands folded over the Breastplate of Righteousness. It is a defense. Use it only when someone is outrageous, dictatorial, demanding or when you are in physical danger. Cross your arms in a natural way to invoke this protection; it will rout any enemy. Use this arm position to quiet another. Fasting once a day tears down cells. The subconscious mind doesn’t take it off your stomach! All works together for the metabolism. Fasting a day a week can eventually tear down an organ within two years. I cannot tell my subconscious mind to take it off my buttocks. Catabolism affects the pineal and pituitary, tearing down and anabolism, gathering substance. Together they are the metabolism. A day’s fast should include a pint of fruit juice and a bowl of hot soup; reduce the portions. Water represents spiritual meaning in dreams. Sparkling water represents the Holy Ghost, and muddy water is confusion. Waves are a warning to just know that some situation is coming. Gentle, rolling waves mean that you are in it but doing it the hard way. If you see a boat, you know you will be taken across. To do anything, you must have a desire to serve God and humanity and Unconquerable Faith. That is your first step! "God, please put me in the place You want for me." Don’t put a price on your service. Just love Him. Tiredness is a sagging aura. Say, "Let me be filled." Raise your arms, inhale deeply and blow out your breath seven times on the hour. You can do it mentally if not physically. Power comes from every direction! Stand up or lie down but stand! We all have irrigation ditches. When you need irrigation, just open the floodgate and you cannot stop the inflow of Power. Etheric currents from the North Pole (above) meet magnetic currents from the South Pole (earth) and create the aurora borealis (Northern Lights of the aura). Enough love and such a declaration as, "How wonderful is my beloved," touches your heart. How wonderful is God. "How wonderful is my beloved": It is better to know this than to have all seeing. This is the supreme rejoicing of gratitude. "How wonderful is my place in the sun. How wonderful is the service I may give the Father. How wondrous is the Light I may draw upon. How wondrous is my Father. How wondrous are the angelic hosts." Declare that we lift all force from earth. Lift the force behind it that causes it, the names of the causes. "Let Thy Power move them for cleansing" and declare this. Lift again the force that has been melted and dissolved leaving Name free. Fill the "bear" of the family, bless his place at the table, the dishes and utensils, with an abundance of Light. Fill his chair and put him in it. Put a sheet and blanket of Light on his bed. Do this for children, too.
"I look into the Light. I see the face of my Father and am glorified." And His Name is wonderful. As you love God, you look upon Him. When one stands on Love, and the Love and the Power of God washes him as it does the righteous and Elect, how can they open their mouths? You do not believe that the Faith of God possesses you, and it is time you did. When the Faith of God possesses you, it is the glory of life and it is more than life and your face is glorified. There is a difference between love for God and the love of God possessing you. "Let this (pill) be vitalized to the Honor and Glory of God." Have the knowledge and Faith of God. Let it possess you now. Faith of God is more than Life!
Refer to Plotinus for philosophy, Thomas Parker Boyd’s "The Mental Highway" for psychology, and his "Finger of God" for healing, F.L. Rawson’s "Life Understood" for metaphysics, Boyd’s Lessons on the "Advanced Study of Philosophy Metaphysics and Science" for practical philosophy. Roll away the stone – barriers will always go down under the onslaught of love. Expectation must follow prayers, and the Power does the work. Expect and receive the miracles, and Egypt itself becomes a Paradise and Garden of Eden when the subconscious mind itself bows before the Throne of the I AM, rolling away the stone, hardness of heart, of opinions and prejudices. Let the new Power give up the idea of delay. The Power that fuels a jet plane is the same that brings a miracle.
Stand in the Light. Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven. Declare it good and put walls of fire around it. Go up first for your answers, no hasty answers. Seek the Light on it. Power melts and dissolves all the blackened crystallized Substance everywhere but does not dissolve Mind or lift the Power turned to force. When we all do our share day and night, no great gob is left for one to lift. Let the force that caused it be absorbed. Let the miracle of Light move forth. Let all force for this healing be lifted. The walls in a house are impregnated with all the thoughts sent out there. Someone must be accountable for all idle words. How else could God ascend all? Spirit is like vapor, which novices cannot see, but only those with their imaginations turned up. The Substance of the Source must descend on the words "Let there be Light." This Mother Ray Substance doesn’t work until someone transforms it with fire, not long, empty prayers. It may take months, but no matter how long it takes, transubstantiation works. Ringing in the ears means that one is getting down and needs to come up again. When you stay up, you are untouchable and untouched. We should have enough sense to stay up! Get hot under the collar about God! "Move over, God! Here I come first! I stand under the Light and say, "It is good!" The only way God can release Power to you is to release it through you. We are Creators!
We have no time for the self-indulgence, the self-gratification, the self-exaltation of repentance. We repent as we climb. We repent as we love. We repent as we ascend. We never waste time on the past through continued thinking of it or the blaming of self. We have no time to blame self. The now demands our steadfast standing under the Light as God’s perfect surrendered servant, permitting God, allowing God to send forth Power to close the mouths of lions, to cover all transgressions, including our own. We are never given a rebuke or reprimand, but a supreme gift of royal attitudes and expressions for old ones, straight from the Source. Force is now returning to us only as we call it to us through prayer or make more by losing someway, in thinking, seeing or emotions. We have to take back at once what we send out! We must ascend on this each day to a higher mountain top!
How to reach the High Place: Close your eyes and ears to the outer world until you no longer perceive with outer eyes and ears. Move up to the Higher Creative Center and look up and out. Pray for others. Eyes: Thank God that He has healed your eyes and then pray for everyone’s eyes and all oculists that they capacitate them to heal all eyes. Declare that yours is a divine healer and all specialists that everyone with whom they work is healed. Reincarnation is one of the truths you must prove for yourself. You cannot accept it from our Biblical text. He who is of the truth never doubts this. Say, "You are the challenger. I do not need to prove or disprove reincarnation. You disprove it! That’s all right. It isn’t there for you. You prove your truth. I’ll prove mine to myself. Yours takes you to where you are. Mine takes me to where I am going." You cannot explain the truth. You cannot prove God for anyone. You must clean up their meanness. You must look at them whenever they are cruel and say, "You are good and perfect and this is good." Truth is something you hear, you accept and you become. You cannot try to believe in the truth. "I’ll try" is the cry of the subconscious mind saying, "I want to play a while longer." When we don’t hear, accept and become, we have so many road-blocks. Treatment for tumors: "The beneficent and devouring Ray of the Mother decomposes poisons and blackened cells." Follow this with, "The Blue Ray of the Mother builds the healthy tissue." Then weave it all in with the White Light of the Christ. Mothers are the A bombs of a family but when they become the H bombs, everything blows up. [An A bomb involves nuclear fission, splitting atomic nuclei, the H bomb involves fusion of hydrogen nuclei; an H bomb is at least four times more devastating than an A bomb.] An excellent treatment for children is to see Cherubim at the head and foot of the bed and Seraphim in the four corners of the room. Build pictures of Guardian Angels for children. Pray for instructions for all teaching. Some night you shall say, "I would rather be annihilated than pushed around by others’ asininities. No one moves me. Nothing moves me. Father, forgive me, lest I cause my brother to stumble." Be a slave no longer.
Remember, acceptance is the first Law. "I accept" and then release Power to cover all manners of outer things. It matters not what, all things can be covered, adjusted, lifted and made perfect.
Every thought, word and desire is a prayer! You are Creators and accountable for every idle word. Words create what you think. The hardest to give up are facetious sayings, and the negative are the best of all. We all say witty negatives about life. "I’m not interested in money. I don’t care about it." We never say that! Your lightest thought is a more powerful creator that the worst you would have said 20 years ago! Criticism is so rampant today that even the lowest life forms are developing a conscience; it is raising the vibration of cells. Fault finders are just awakening to the idea of Christed stature. The atomic process speeds the development of brain cells. When we turn the Light on a slinky thing under a rock, it wiggles. The agents to open the way have always accompanied anyone who comes to earth with a mission. When we ascend and the Power moves through us as it should, groups like this will change the world! Edna Miriam decided to leave "demonstration" behind for "letting" while she was with Dr. Boyd. If you love enough, the twin (agent) must be there. Everyone faces this initiation at some point in life. It works. God is wonderful! The love of God is the greatest thing in all creation. God-consciousness: This is it! God-consciousness is not awareness that you are Christ consciousness, but that you are a God in your own right, as great only as your devotional love for God the Fathers as Principle, as the spirit of life in you, as the great Supreme Ones who hold from the Sources everything that this standing does for you to come along and become. Say, "This is the end of this nonsense. I now become the servant of all Power. Power moves in and does this; it puts the words on my lips, guides my eyes and ears to see and hear God. No subconscious is dictating to me. God is and I follow God!" Declare it so. Declare the answers you need and look up, ask, stand and wait until it comes! Every night you receive your instructions for the next day. Edna Miriam’s dream is that some night the Holy Ghost will descend, and we will all see it together. As the Master stands in the center of the room and blesses each of us, we will see him as he is! The Power you release is according to your desire. What switch are you turning? The true switch is Love, Love for God and the magnificence and Glory of the Supreme One. You are as wondrous as your love of God, your joy in God. You are as miraculous as your desire to comprehend. The windows are open. The Gates are open. Enter your own paradise. Joy in the life of God, the joy of being, the joy of knowing the fullness of heavenly places. You shall find your hands doing, eyes seeing, ears hearing and lips speaking what God would as you. I, Tau, bless thee with the Wings of the Holy Ghost and form a figure-eight at the triangle of thy all-seeing eye and the wings there. They whirl – look up to see them. We feast from midnight for seven days. Next Thursday you shall meet. What Power you and the Queen Mediator shall release! Turn on the switch and do not turn it off. Submit thyselves to be surrendered to this Power. We shall send such Power through thee! Thou shalt stand robed in great Light, untouched by the petty ones who seek to disturb thee. Put up no line to them. Do not place a hole in it by taking cognizance of any criticism or fault-finding. Is this desirable? It is a gift above all gifts. This gift must not be used by thyselves but must use thee. Thou art in a state of grace, so hold it. This year, as other years, the Guards have been withdrawn and veiled to see what you will do with the Power. This year we redouble thy Guards and unveil them to increase thy Power and the Light.
Soul pirates steal soul substance from another. Never ask why, just do! "Thank you, Father, that you are using me to my fullest capacity now" Love, love, love. God works through His agents, us! Everyone must pay debts and all must lift pain. There comes a time when you say, "This is enough!" You don’t pay attention to it. You just go on! "This is good and it too shall speedily pass away." The 33 Degrees are mostly composed of initiation through temptation. They tempt us on every Law in every degree from Neophyte up. We receive the fresh manna, which God gives every day, only when we hold I AM consciousness. You weave lines wherever you go, and lines can cross. If you are "low," another’s lines can create a fog, even an illness or evil, which can enter your aura! Invoke the Power to fill your aura with Light substance, and cleanse your heart before going out. When you are happy, you leave a line of light. When you make forceful demands, such as "this is coming to me," the lines tighten and can actually choke those near you. Your lines run all over earth. When you begin to ascend, you declare: "Let Light and Love go forth over every line in my life, to every place I have touched. Let the Power of Love fill the lines I have left behind to melt and dissolve every error, doubt or past fear." This is the necessary treatment to lift your past. When someone throws words, anger, backstabbing at you, wind up the line like a skein or ball of yarn and put it on the Altar. Call it good and God sends the sender a footstool upon which to stand. As we lift our past lines of Light, the Father places them under people’s feet as cloud substance footstool. The Father loves good weaving, lines woven in love; let Him weave the pattern, but prepare the strands here. Your readiness is the practice, and "let" is playing out the line. The crowned heads always use the royal "we" form of address. Will and Desire are teammates that Imagination in the driver’s seat must guide. Imagination can "run away with you" when you put an "I" before it. "I am a healer. I had a special healing" (or healed another). When you say "I" about any of your personal achievements, you are probably boasting. Ascension is mating Desire with Will, which is mating I AM with Love. The subconscious is forever trying to drag down the higher egoic consciousness, and drags the Will down with it. Imagination then walks away with desire. Will holds, but Desire wants. Imagination paints the picture of "how good it would be," which is a temptation. When Desire mates with Will, Will takes possession and moves into the pineal gland as I AM Illumination, and Desire moves into the pituitary as Intuition. When Desire mates with Will, you don’t see problems; what is troublesome just isn’t there! You will become Love, Joy, Illumination, so you won’t ask God to clean up your karmic mess, or ask "why." This is the full Marriage of the Lamb. Those who think they are I AM consciousness and have completed the Marriage of the Lamb, have obtained only their marriage license! "I AM exercising. I AM watching my diet." With every "I AM," you call I AM upon yourself as doing it, not possessing I AM consciousness. You do not possess Christed consciousness or a virtue, but just say, "I AM doing this." One must be selfless about it. When a student, who has been up and attained Christed consciousness, asks "why am I doing this?" he demotes himself to "engaged" again! When one has been way up and falls, he divorces himself. You lose Christed consciousness when you refuse to practice "I agree and adjust." How can you have the full Marriage of the Lamb if you can blame anyone or anything, if you pity the self? We must fill the subconscious mind with Light only! You can be engaged or divorced countless times and still continue. The Christed consciousness is Will and Desire mated as I AM, ruled by Imagination turned upward as vision. We never want a divorce; we must do. The Word is a vibration of Wisdom and it shall become a Light on your path and a lamp unto your feet. When another throws you lines of hatred, they surround him, too. As you lift and declare them all love, the lines drop from him to form a footstool, which is the first step in healing. Declare that his lines now form a footstool. Watch suggestions that are idle words. When you blame another, he goes free and the criticizer pays the debt. Stop blaming, and ask the Father to cover his debts and heal him. Cataracts run in a family line that acts so "good" and "noble." They are coverups for repressions, which psychiatrists and psychologists say to "let go." We say, "Lift it. Father, let me be healed." All Adepts believe that the universe made Law for their use, but you cannot write a sight draft on God’s Law! "Let" is the only legal signature. You can’t borrow from His bank interest free! Adepts must turn back to God and accept that they must "let" God use them. One who has touched the I AM in a Marriage of the Lamb, then fallen, will have a guilt complex about it. He will never be happy until he climbs back. In the school of life, you work on all steps in every degree simultaneously until you graduate 100 percent. In a mundane school, you pass step by step, grade by grade. We have been taking Initiations that recapitulate all our Initiations though the years. We are our brother’s keepers. We cannot resign from our positions. Never missed a mark once? Never neglect anything? When you have completed 1,000 days of burnt offerings, you are ready to rule a planet. One who demands of God begins again at the bottom. We have always taken Initiations, but since meeting Edna Miriam, she has polished us and given us Law. Now we must defend and hold our points! Love closes the mouths of lions. We had all gone far enough alone and have now come to an initiator to polish. When brought together for our final initiations they collect all our leftovers from past initiations into 33 Degrees. We cannot enter the Abyss to take the 33 Degrees with anything that is not Christed; all is Christed. Is it worth it? What do you want? Do you want to go through the Gates for nothing? Do you want to have such dry rot when ruling a city? One misstep and you draw all you have into the Abyss. The Law says up or down, in or out. Do you care to ignore all darkness around you and declare it good? "This is good, and it, too, shall speedily pass away." You have no outside problems or initiations to meet. You have only the little self to lift and treat. "Not I, but the Power does the work." Always the choice lies with you. "Choose this day whom thou wilt serve." A man crucifies a woman more when he says, "Let’s forget the past." Enough love and demonstrations of love will wipe out all the hurt and pain. Every truth has 44 interpretations. Beauty is the yardstick by which we measure our hearts’ ideals. Desire is the match with which we light the fire of our ambition. We must have flaming, burning Desire, vivid, alert Imagination turned up as vision, and acting as if you had it this instant. Never ask "why," for this is the scissors that cuts it off completely. When you are not in ecstasy, you are in the cellar. You must be married in the tower room – you have free choice. You may live as high as you like. Is it not a wonderful thing? You can have anything you ask of God, if you ask and want it so. You can ask for another’s healing. It is not our business to have another learn his lesson – this would make one pay his debts, but is not good for the other. Put him on a cloud and declare him healed, but do not pamper. Softness is not good. Be all compassion, but not like Jell-O. Be sweetly, lovingly, firmly final with everyone. There are many things you cannot do, descend to do – to littlenesses; you cannot be little in consciousness, actions, words or what you see and hear.
"This is good and it too shall pass away." The difference between intellectual and spiritual speculation: If you want an idea or answer to prayer, you have to fish in the River of Divine Mind. The bait on your hook is Desire for a beautiful, ascending idea or answer. You have the lines, the threads, and use them to fish around. The Father does the weaving into a perfect mesh of Light that is your answer. What is your desire? Fish for it. Bait your hook with creative words that express your Desire.
We have reached a place in ascension where we have failed before, where we let go, where we sat down on our point in self-satisfaction and self-indulgence of achievement. Please, oh please move up with me on effort. Let’s once more Vow to have no self enter our group. You see, to want to tell at length of our miracles is credited as self-indulgence when it is too long. So tell all as praise, giving God the credit in as few words as possible. Let’s go UP. Cleanse our hearts of telling it as happening to us. Tell of miracles as proof of the Power of God to do the work. Let’s make sure this time we do it because we love God so. Even when we feel so pure. It’s such a subtle thing, and we are going to hold all we won to date and push it over the top.
We have been allowed time to do as we pleased. Too much talk, too much personality has entered in. We have become long-winded in telling of needs; too much emphasis upon needs, too little lifting and prayers in the high Light, too many needing to cut prayers short because of too much delay in reaching prayers. The time is crucial. We must surrender our whole mind, whole heart, whole soul. We must have outline and adhere to a different program. We must skimp on gossip and pleasure in speaking of self. Also a critical attitude has subtly entered into our relationships with each other. What is that to thee? Whom are we following? The world or the Master? Lukewarmness is subtle. We could wake up one morning quite cold. Pray earnestly and not with half our minds and hearts upon the clock and outside matters. Pray with our whole soul, heart, mind and the cells of our body. Condense needs tersely, then pray. Pray twice, once after needs are given, then study. Then prayers to release Power to lift force. The first to release Power to cover needs, to heal, to fill molds. Our selfish vacation from full responsibility is now over. Let self take care of itself.
Healing treatment: I build a platform of Light under you (condition). You are held in the Light of the Christ forever. "No more greased pole" for you. In the name of Jesus the Christ, so it is.
Excerpt from a Letter When so many million pressures impinge on the aura, when so many responsibilities are forced upon you, the vibration does not sink, but it thins. We cannot use this as an excuse for becoming foggy but it is the Father’s way of not letting us go, knowing that we will reach back and up with all of us– body, heart, mind and Oversoul– just the instant we can gain a moment’s privacy and really go out. However, it does allow us to commit idle words or we do not "avoid the terms of evil." Our words do betray us and our intentions can be misinterpreted. Should we ever try to convince anyone about God or Jesus Christ as the Only Begotten Son of God? Idle words do not convince anyone else. We do not apologize for Jesus being the Only Begotten Son. To try to convince anyone that he is, is to belittle him and the Father. When we love enough, no one will need to ask, "Is he?" The Only Begotten Son of God is to be accepted in the same way that anyone accepts the fact that there is a God and each proves it for himself. We are prohibited from trying to convince anyone. It is so considered as a use of force. We state Law and let God convince. Otherwise, the convinced one would sneak through on our credits and once there, tear things apart. The one who convinced will pay the whole debt. When such advice is sought, it is full proof that the seeking, asking one, is off the love beam. Enough love coaxes into faith in God, faith in Law and faith in the Bible. Lack of love leaves one hunting force. Remember, seek to compare Law interpretation. Seek advice of each other on what treatment, what method, what application of Law is to be used. Never something to convince another on anything about the Fathers or Heavenly Realms. The answer is "Move up and love enough. Stop thinking and love God." Since you really know all this, all I am doing is to remind you. You can make this the greatest Power of adhesion of oneness of Glory that our group has ever known. It is time that all of you really accepted the full Glory of the Power you should be releasing from the new Source. Are you all going to leave me alone in this great Glory you release? What means the most to you? "I must run. I have to hurry. I can’t take time for one whole afternoon for my Master, Guards, or God." They do not ask much of us and they have been as lenient as possible about legal absences and being on time but now the Power must be released. NOW! God has appointed me his Power Station between the Source and earth. It becomes a bit strenuous when I have to do it alone. I can do this. I shall so do. Have done it before. God knows I’ll do my best now. I’ve been missing your strength, all of the group’s strength being with me on this release. When small inconsequential matters – and all personal things are just this in comparison with their needs to hold earth itself in balance – and there is rebellion over giving up a few hours and misuse of Power, time on lesser matters in those few hours given, then there must be a choice. Whatever you do, release Power through prayer if nothing else. Can’t you all remember that when enough Love-Power is released through devotional prayer, the other things become miracles? Prayer is Power released through you as a Power station and transformer. Do you really love God enough to give up self and what the sweet little self sees in each other? Tell anyone to seek for faith in God and the faith of God. Like a dot extended into a line in math. Jesus the Christ as the Only Begotten Son is heard and accepted as faith. Let there be no more belittling of our glorious Master.
Excerpt from a Letter All our Lessons are to free our souls, to lift all of us back into our own realms and places. We wandered so very far away during our "young play-days" when our curiosity led us into experimentation with all manners of darkness to pleasure the self, to experience sensation. And the climb back is hard. Just be sure that you hold fast to your Love of God. You cannot let any antagonism and rebellion in your heart rise up in your voice when you speak. And I want these few words to carry lines of Light to uphold you that your strength shall be the equal of 1,000 women, that your faith shall be absolutely unconquerable in every way, that your love for God shall be SO great that nothing that man can say or do shall upset your poise. Your "eyes," your "ears" shall be open every moment and the right answer shall register upon your brain cells and become words upon your lips. Your words shall be so high in love and justice that no one can resist them. And all shall work to God’s Honor and Glory. So it shall be.
Imagination goes with Desire. Desire follows Imagination. Will stands off helpless, while Desire’s galloping horses carry the soul away in the driver’s seat. I AM is the driver. Will is reason, which should be amenable. When Desire goes off on a tangent, Will becomes helpless to take the turn in the right direction. Will, Desire and Imagination are the Power horses hitched to the chariot of life, a triple team. Imagination always follows Desire! Since Desire always entices Imagination from Will, something has to be done to stabilize this team of life or they will never get anywhere! So, soul seeks to involve Imagination and turns it upward as vision and Desire cannot stand to be alone, so it follows Imagination. Soul cannot drive will alone! When Desire and Imagination go the other way! And Will is not strong enough to have the chariot! Look up with Imagination to the hills and picture the glories of the heavens. Desire finally begins to like it up there, and will say, "Lord, save me," when it begins to slip. Peter on the water "Lord, save me"! When he looked about him, as long as he looked upon his Lord, he could and did overcome self. "I AM that burning Desire, that Will as powerful determination, that vivid Imagination turned upward as vision that I AM now expressing. I AM held in God’s perfect timing. I AM God’s health. I AM God’s Joy. I AM God’s wealth." Why do you vow if you do not intend to keep the vows? Keep vows in graciousness and loveliness all the time. Stop fiddling around. There is always a gracious and lovely way to declare evil good. Keep petty things out of way. Give them no attention. This is a polishing, for you to see the chinks and holes in your attention, your armor of Light. Such petty stuff, typical stuff. Accept the challenge of Truth and Wisdom, and accept it as the Master gave it to you 2,000 years ago. Move into the Light. "I call everyone good" at once!
When you burn yourself, put it up and say, "Spirit cannot be touched." If you are cut, say, "Spirit cannot be cut, separated or divided." Do this quickly, immediately and lift all the same injuries everywhere. Move into the Light instantly and say, "I AM God’s wealthy Daughter. I AM God’s beautiful Daughter. I AM God’s wise Daughter. I AM God’s compassionate Daughter. I AM God’s Daughter of Love. I AM God’s Daughter of Glory. I AM God’s Daughter of Joy." And declare it good. All these you are, given as gifts of your Father. How can you become these unless you stand before God and declare them? These gifts can be lost when you sink below the High Place where they are bestowed. When you retrogress into negativity, they are destroyed. Do not let go and grab again. Stay and hold. Do not waste time so valuable. You do not yet know the greatness of your destiny, the Power of your spoken word and the gifts to come. Look as though you were walking with God. We have six Guardian Angels to help us. Create no darkness. Invite no worldly outer in, but invite the fires to protect. Your auric substance is filled with that which consumes as fire. Only you can add negatives by thought, words and deeds. Set a guard at the portals of your mind and another at the tip of your tongue, at the entrance and exit of subconscious mind.
To have a miracle and to treat properly for it, there are three steps which bring it to pass. 1. Lift all the force which the person or condition which you are treating has released through all time, or which has caused the need (illness, etc.), through mind, emotions, desire, will, deed, etc. 2. Then speak as you do for a miracle, the real treatment as always used, thanking the Father and Master for it, etc. 3. Then, asking that all the glory and Power of God move forth and melt and dissolve all the force needed for this miracle! "Writing it all out" works! [See Self Analysis under Healing.] Ask for "an angel with a flaming sword" to stand at entrance of conscious mind, and at subconscious mind that the right thought is forthcoming and the negative one lifted instantly into the fires. To go into the "high fires" nightly, to have all "old" cleaned out, and to stay clean during the day. It’s a constant working technique that we have to establish.
Plan well. To change plans is legal. It is illegal to live in the plan without executing it. Execute! Stop living in the plan! Live this hour with all of yourself and do not drain what you are doing into the future. Put all you have into this moment’s lifting. If you drain it into the past, it is lost; if it flows into the future, it causes confusion. The only way you can pay your debts is by alertness now in everything you do. Be alive! Send Power out to cover past bigotries in yourself and your loved ones. When one is nervous and jittery, one must move above the body like a tree that indraws all sap from its branches. Enter a Shaft of Fire tonight to cleanse your cells. The selfishness of ages is coming out, the burning sands of arrogance and pride buried in the medulla oblongata. Doctors do not know of this! Everything of rebellion and resentment is seared and burned.
The most stringent Law now to be obeyed is, never ask why or when. Asking why is more than disobedience to all Law, and it puts one in the abyss. When we continue to ask why, we say, "I am turning my back on the Light to stand in the darkness of choice and separation." This is always the answer; there is no separation when one stands under the Light. We dare not spend time bemoaning the fact that we have been unable to do in the past; we live in the now. Be always in the Light. You cannot resign from your heavenly places, but you can go into the abyss, which is the only place left for one who has ascended so high. Lift all pride and arrogance, rebellion and frustration. You have been trapped deep in the mud of it for several life times.
The end of fear is the beginning of wisdom. Every cell has intelligence. Clean out the tinkering part, the ego, the mind, and leave Divine Mind to work it out. Everyone on earth is lifting darkness, but doing it consciously with treatments, is our work. To be depressed is to swallow the dragon tail first. Treat to lift the force first. Lift all the dirt coming to the surface, then lift again for Light to dissolve all the force. Reach out with arms of Light, draw it in and up into your Shaft of Fire to dissolve it. A family treatment: When someone has said something offensive and you are shocked, be still, lift it up. This is the tail of the dragon, don’t choke on it, which is not being observant enough. Avoid the touchy person! Raise your mental hands, go up, put them on a cloud, but don’t wish they had stayed home! Say, "Father, send your Light to cleanse this one now," and the very Light the Fathers send will cause the other to spew the dragon forth. He may spit venom. Wait and say, "Father, take all this force and let it be put in your shaft of fire and dissolve now!" This ritual of surrounding others should be like putting on shoes and stockings. This must go into Edna Miriam’s book of treatments of rituals. Your reaction should be instantaneous. When your phone or door bell rings, surround the caller with a Sphere of Light. If a neighbor bedevils you, put a sun center of Light over his home and renew it daily to encase him and his family. Your house isn’t free until you place a sun center over every home on the block. When you hit a low, you are taking on your neighbor’s darkness. Encircle and surround, place a little sun center in every room and a great one over the whole house. Do this in your place of business also, especially over the telephone. We aim our treatments at lifting all darkness. When you say, "Let them be healed," the entities will fasten on weak spots. Entities are of two varieties, mindless clouds of our own substance, or discarnate floating souls. They loosen them in the first shaft of Light. They sap the life force from the body upon which they fasten, at the shoulders, knees, etc. The dweller on the threshold is a mindless cloud of past karma, substance that one scatters in fear, anger, etc. That scattered substance collects all substance of a similar nature and brings it back to you. This goes on around us always. Every thought takes on a shapeless form. Lift the force. Let Light go forth to absorb the darkness into a cloud of glory. Then say, "Let it be lifted, taken up and made into Light." The regular treatment is to lift the force, pour out Light, then lift entity force for complete healing. Put mitts of Light on an alcoholic and declare that he cannot pick up a glass that is not of holy communion. Declare this for all beverages in your own refrigerator. Declare that everything he drinks, including liquor, is holy communion for transubstantiation to change the substance from the mundane to a higher state. "This is a holy communion. Let the spiritual substance from the Source recreate this into original, pure universal substance." They get so much from it that they do not want to drink on earth. The miracle comes when we stand and release this Power! It is loving God and standing high enough for the Power to move through and bring to pass. Do not ask for yourself and don’t treat yourself. If you want to be healed, you are acknowledging that you are ill and that you are accepting illness. Say for instance that you have a growth. You hold it in one hand and pray with the other; you just go back and forth and work it out until you work it out! God can’t heal you when you are conscious of your need. Love God with so much ecstacy that your love is all that is! Sometimes we use outer agents and substance of God as doctors and drugs, but we don’t hold out on anything when we go to the Father! If we are less then perfect, it is because we are not fervent enough in loving God. When you stand in the Light, people hand you all manners of reactions. Some people may hate what they see in your Light because you become a mirror in which they see themselves; what they hate is their own reflection. When our work is finished, when we have loved God enough, we live with perfection. God transforms them. God chastens those whom He loves. God does the work when you love Him enough. Loving God enough makes you more vital and complete down here.
The words you give as Law to other people are only as great as the weakest link in your chain, and your blessings are diluted with your last curse. It would always take part of Light when you wipe out the curse. Healers become part of the Power released, which goes through to clean up for themselves. Regardless of desire, Law must be fulfilled. One curse in five weeks must be modified! Your curse goes out. Dissolve it instantly before you permit it to leave the room.
Hold your highest point of poise and surrender as you walk through the outer pressures of life. Only then can the Fathers move in and possess you. Outer pressures are everything through which you walk. Unless you surrender, you constantly push 14.7 pounds of pressure per square inch. You must become as light as Light itself. This is Ascension. This is what you must become. We do not live by common sense (although we never ignore it), but by royal sense, which comes not by thinking lack or limitation, but instantly accepts, acts, knows and then stands firm upon this point of no return. The law of the Queens supercedes all other law. Royal sense supercedes and takes precedence over common sense, but does not discard it. Royal sense includes the letter and the spirit of common sense. There is only a blessing or a curse. Your instant reaction is, "Darling, I think you are wonderful!" The point of no return is now. Keep your nose out of the past. Stand firm on your point of no return. To look back cuts every line. To doubt cuts every line. To fear cuts every line. Looking back, doubt and fear destroy God’s original plan for the matter. You are to live by royal sense, which is the comprehension of all one knows and the inability to curse before blessing. You must reach the point where you have so firmly established the habit of "Darling, you are wonderful," that this is all that fills your mind, emotions and imagination. You must reach the point where you never modify, dilute, or adulterate the original Power that goes forth. When you establish "Darling, you are wonderful" as a habit, the Light of your countenance will attract love, every thing you desire, and fill your personality. Door knobs and light switches symbolize open doors and enough Light, so place Shafts of Light and Power on each for protection. You must earn Ascension into Light. If you waited until you were 100 percent love for anything, you would never do it!
Never make excuses for someone. You never need to defend! Just be and accept. All "crucifying" experiences have been to break martyrdom, pride and stubbornness, and not until you decided to be the Fathers’ servant. I AM. I CAN. I DO. I DARE! One glance at a shadow you have, when you teach from opinion and prejudice, you sign your own transition warrant. You can’t teach from opinion and prejudice without atrophying the brain cells. You have to use common sense, royal sense on exercise, practice, diversion and all of life! The body is the instrument of Divine Power on one side and on other side all experience and facts. Balance. Seek perfect balance of spiritual, mental, emotional, physical! Both sides filled with spiritual Power.
God must be in both sides of the balance scales until I am a pure channel and imagination stayed on perfection. May, you are ready to be filled with Almighty Power of Divine but you have the tendency to save today’s milk until it sours. The pitcher must be emptied or it sours. Clean it out to have it refilled. To lower your vibration, you end up as a withered fig tree. There are a right and a wrong way for you to state things. "I give all I have here in the world. I empty the pitcher." God refills it. Work for discrimination, discretion. By the way, discernment, discretion, discrimination is royal sense. Use common sense on outside and royal sense in all relation to heaven. Live on both sides at once, perfectly conscious. You can never be wrong in time or space. We occupy space and either make it a sun center of light or an abyss of darkness. We are using eternity and eternity consists of Light, Life Power and Substance. This is Mind. Attention to details means truth at all times. There is a way to state it in treatment if someone is evil or treacherous. Never hurry, take time to pray. "Lord, please make me clean, clean heart, mind and hands." When you pray up, kneel before the Throne first. Move up and stay up. If God told you how good you are, etc., you would be no good for Him. There is no standing still ever. You do not climb the mountain to stand at one point. You climb to the top, without standing still at a lesser point. You have a long way to go. Gird up your loins. The secret is, "Thank You Father, I am empty, empty, empty. Fill me, fill me, to overflowing of Light, Life and Glory. I have emptied out all and am ready to be filled again to flow the week long." When you "empty" yourself, you can be filled. When you have umbrellas of fear and doubts, Light cannot fill you full. You have to say, "Fill me with Light." Fears and doubts leave you after you express. You must not go into a tunnel!
We must awaken all 44 faculties to "see" and to "hear." After they give this great gift, we must earn it. The 44 faculties are senses, 18 lesser, which include the five outer senses developed by animal or instinctive intelligence. The next five senses are Imagination (Aspiration), Intuition, Desire, Will and Love. Our first breath of Aspiration takes place when the sixth sense (Imagination) is added to the five outer senses. Aspiration is the first looking up. Intuition, the seventh sense, leads to truth. When we awaken Desire, the eighth sense is added for higher development. Then the Will is added. When we unharness Desire, it falls to mingle with the five senses of instinctive intelligence and all higher senses totter! This closes the door to Imagination, Intuition and Will. Love is the tenth sense. We cannot have Love without spiritualized identity. The words of God can organize themselves when allowed to fulfill their mission without interference from the instrument. "I empty myself of all I have. Fill me anew." When Desire wishes to please the self, this is temptation! When we succumb, Will and Imagination follows. Will is submerged and Imagination runs riot. "I AM that burning Desire to . . . . I AM that will as powerful determination to . . . . I AM that vivid Imagination to . . . ., wedded in the Christ THAT I AM now expressing." Love God first and always.
We are leaving the mental age and entering the spiritual age, a combination of the mental and spiritual with the physical enfolded. We pay no attention to pain or illness, as we formerly did. Time is too important, we can no longer wait. God can’t hold the world back for those who won’t ascend. We do ask, "Why? I thought I’d finished my karma" – but we have finished only a part. We have thirty-three steps to go.
Honor and loyalty mate and the first born is integrity and consideration in action. The period between August 10 and October 20 is for the recapitulation of Law. October 20 is the date associated with the Ascension of Terrah. The Law is that when someone pays your debt, you repay when you can by paying others’ debts through no criticism, judgments, condemnations, etc. You are obligated to relieve others who are burdened with debt and look around to find things to lift. You cover his transgressions with Light to free him. We have no time for the self-gratification, self-indulgence or self-satisfaction of repentance. If we wept for the mistakes we have made, what would happen all along the line? This turns into self-pity. Clean up the self and repent as you climb every minute, every hour, every day. Seek the Kingdom of Heaven always as a heavenly habit. If you do not do it all the time, you will not have enough strength to climb to the heights when you need to. You will strike your sonic barrier. When you can’t get the right answer, you have struck this sonic barrier. We repent as we climb, we repent as we love enough, we are repenting as we ascend through our sonic barriers. To ascend anytime on any matter is the true form of repentance. It may not wipe out the whole debt but the Power is great enough to wipe out the whole thing. We never waste time on the past through continued thinking about it and blaming ourselves. If you are jealous or hate another, put him on a pedestal and grant to the world that he is greater than you. It is devil worship to put another on a pedestal of hate, revenge, jealousy or criticism. We have no time to blame self, to erect false gods and graven images that we must tear down later. Every idle word erects a false god. Idle words such as "I’ll try" makes a false god of procrastination in your subconscious mind. Now demands our standing under the Light as God’s perfect surrendered servant, allowing God, permitting God to send forth the Power to close the mouths of lions, to cover all transgressions including your own. When we erect false gods of self-pity and rebellion, we do not permit God to send through us the Power. If you go out in a negative thought, other people’s lines wrap around your ankles. If you go out in pure Light, this cannot happen. Go out in pure Light, or life can throw you off balance. When you find another’s lines wrapped about you, stand firm, lift your arms and praise God. When the lines of someone near you sag, stand firm in your Kingdom of Heaven and lift those lines. Don’t allow lines to pull you down. You must have the intestinal fortitude to lift all manners of lines, declare them good and hold, while and until your Guards can take up the lines again. Declare it good. Love God so much that you would not let a cell of His great universe sag. Every illumination opens an incarnation. Some bring the good that accrued, but others bring debts owed. Your Star expands with Light on the good and gives you credits when needed. The only deep repentance you shall have is that you can fail by a weakness or miss by a tiny point. When you can get there, then there will be no more war on earth, for the credits you store counteracts the evil ones. If we could stand in the love of God all the time, we would lift all darkness. "Whom the Lord loves, He chastens." God chastens us to crack our shells and to strengthen the weakest link in our chain. He must point out the weakest link in our love of God. The weakest link in our love of God is the strongest link in our self-love. What are you looking at, your taints or someone else’s little black ones? The fatalism of the Eastern mind has something to say. We cannot force evolution. We can use powerful vibrations. We can chasten and teach but it takes time. It is necessary that we lift without sagging ourselves.
Our treatment for loss: "You are wonderful right where you are." As you treat, the line of Light goes to every such case. So it would be wise if you glanced out broadly in your treatments. You are inclined to be too circumscribed and this is credited to you or to anyone as selfishness, for the Law is: One must make every word, every gesture, every emotion and every thought pay the greatest of all dividends. The Power that returns to you, the Substance, which is the filling of your molds, can only be as great as the size, length and height and breadth of the idea back of it. If you want it to return a thousandfold increase, you must see it as increase as it goes forth and see the 1,000 needs it will fill. The greater your idea, the greater the Power going forth. It must equal the idea in size. Do you see how you can increase your returns, credits, capacities? One thousand burnt offerings consist of 1,000 consecutive days of perfect living. You give up self and declare all good with no desire to speak or think negativity, which is the perfection of desire. The perfect challenge to hatred is, "Darling, you’re wonderful. I love you right where you are now." Wisdom and understanding are your rewards. When you lift your arms, it jerks up every midbrain nerve and sets it afire. The Source must become the highest point of your weakest link.
When you look up and see the Mother Love of God, you look and look. He who hath seen me when I am in ecstasy over loving God hath seen a complete expression of the Father. When someone says you look ten years younger, they are seeing the Mother Love of God. When you see the Father, you are seeing the Mother Love of God. The Mother Love of God is sacrifice of self and surrender of soul. When one reaches saturation to the point of repudiation of anything higher, it is repudiating and refusing to accept Law. Under Law they are then set at the highest possible rate of vibration they have attained, so they may not fall back. Hold your highest point of poise and surrender as you walk through life’s outer pressures, for then only can your Oversoul o’ershadow you and move in to possess you. We do not live by common sense but by royal sense, which operates not by entertaining lack or limitation. Royal sense instantly accepts, acts, knows, then stands firm upon this point of no return. To say that someone is "going to the dogs" describes soul retrogression through the ages. Will can never be freed from Wisdom. Wisdom can never be touched by personality. The will of earth can be tainted by emotion. You always have the power of choice.
We do not live by common sense, but by royal sense, which cures, not by thinking of lack or limitation, but instantly accepts, acts, knows and stand firmly upon this knowing. Royal sense supercedes and takes precedence, but does not discard common sense. Royal sense includes the letter and the spirit of common sense. To live by royal sense requires comprehension of all one knows and the inability to curse before blessing, to never modify, dilute or adulterate the original Power that goes forth. Looking back cuts every line. Doubt cuts every line. Fear cuts every line. Looking back, doubt and fear destroy God’s original plan for this matter. Anything less than "Darling, you are wonderful" is a curse.
We are not passing judgment, meting out punishment or giving orders, but being trained to dispense mercy through poise, wisdom, love, compassion as balanced justice. Our act of faith is to put a platform of Light under other fellow. The world is living by blind faith. You cannot see the glory of many going home on blind faith from where you are. The masses are so blind and yet they look up. God cannot set aside Law, but He does give them demonstration to build up their faith. If the darkness of self-satisfaction will ruin them, He takes their candy away.
The right method for meeting life is immediately to go to God and declare it good. "I know that I stand in poise wherever I am. I AM God’s beautiful Daughter. I AM God’s wise Daughter. I AM God’s responsible Daughter. I AM God’s joyous Daughter. I AM God’s loving Daughter. I AM God’s unconquerable Daughter. I AM God’s dependable Daughter." These gifts, which were bestowed at the Altars, can be lost you are "lost" here below and let go! It is a tragedy to let go of these gifts. Watch. Set a guard at the portals of your mind and the tip of your tongue to let no darkness enter or leave on your spoken word. Place sun centers of Light over everyone and everything. When the telephone or doorbell rings, surround that one with Light. "I now walk softly before God. I now speak gently before men. I now keep my Golden Silence about high truth. I now make wise speech under need to defend truth. I now obey all Divine Laws. I now follow the Christ consciousness in all ways, in all places and at all times. I AM a radiant center of Light, love and glory. I AM now lifting all darkness that it may be absorbed. The joy of the Lord now possesses me. The spirit of Wisdom is now my health, my strength, my success in all my affairs." Now reach for the stars.
When your vitality is low from disobedience to ordinary Neophyte Vows it is difficult to maintain full immunity against illness. Let your statements be positive: "I love you where you are." There is no statement to equal it, for it invokes the power of love and washes clean the heart of the one using it at the same time. We are fast moving into the time where only love can exist. The ones outside of love are the ones who will suffer pain, lack and limitation.
Anything is good that has taught us how not to do it. Use royal sense versus common sense.
God is impersonal as Principle, yes, but as Personality, the Father would relieve you if He could. You would not say to a child, "I will keep you out of school because it hurts you so." Can you say this? You know if they are to live at all, they must have their lessons, do they not? They must learn to face life. Just ahead of you is this youth, this glory of youth, the ecstasy of accomplishment and the comprehension of the whole. It is yours, it has been opened to you. All you must do is to keep on climbing toward it. You cannot bring it down to wallow in it in grief and confusion. You must reach up to it in your consciousness, to have it mean more to you than anything else that earth can produce. It must mean more to you than life. You must put yourself on the Altar and say, "Here I am. I am Yours." And the rewards greater than you have room to receive, and the rewards are about to be distributed. God has held back for the laggards, those who are weak in the knees, those who were soft when it came to Principle. He has held back, but the Law has gone forth from the Councils of the Supreme: "Now is the time." Let the laggards lag, the weepers weep, let those who pity themselves pity themselves. Those who face the Light will be robed in Glory. Those who seek to comprehend the Love of God will speak words of loving Wisdom at the right time, to the right people, in the right way. Those who are lukewarm will wish that they had been zealous and on fire when they see the Glory and how much greater are the rewards for the fire of the soul, the rapture of loving God and the ecstasy of releasing Spirit. And the abundant Spirit of the Almighty, for Spirit is that unformed part. The soul of you is from that Source, from the very Source. It is all Mind, contains Spirit, all Power all Glories of God. Spirit must be condensed into a mold. It is added to our auras. It is added to our souls. We are Creator gods, walking earth, expressing and it does not yet appear what we shall be. Ascend and be a Creator or crawl like a man and weep. The Father breathes and it is condensed as an egoic soul. The Father forms a fire body. The whole magnificent structure is built by speaking the word. That vast spiritual Power is not condensed but we draw it to us, as we condense it in our molds with our Holy Breath. We have nothing else to use but God. You have catered to the little self long enough. You can only follow your Path but you cannot follow on your Path unless you can say, "Yes, you are right, it is a wonderful vision." When you are following your Path, you become the ambassador of love and you agree and adjust. Why is it so important that you make someone over after your image and likeness? How do you know what another’s Path is? You have no way of knowing. Mind your business and keep your noses clean. Agree with the other fellow – and if he does not do everything you want him to do, go ahead and do it yourself. And if he does not put up storm windows when you want him to, don’t use force. Don’t stand in the way of anyone’s soul growth. The Father looks down and declares everyone is perfect. Do you think He pays any attention to you when you tell Him what He has to do for somebody else? It is nonsense. Let the words upon your lips be, "This is good. I accept. I love you where you are." When you have joy in your heart, you can overlook and you can come up over anything, and just the effort of doing this brings the greatest rewards. You are ready to cover the transgressions of others. You could make up thousands of credits. You have so little time to do it for only while you are on earth together can you earn such fabulous credits and when you learn to lift together, there is no enemy in the world can stand against either of you and the love you would bear in compassion to them and the way you would cover their transgressions, they would just be buried in love. You will be healed forever of intolerance and hatreds, condemnation, criticism and the seeing of darkness in anyone. You shall glance for an instant and see it only in others to lift it and declare it Light and no matter what vile tongue is laid upon you, you say, "Here Father, is a gift. I raise it to You and restore the mind of the one who is using it." No matter where a shout comes at you, say, "Here, Father, is a gift I give You," and it is lifted, covered and made perfect in this instant." Both of you use, "Darling, you are wonderful, I love you." Do you want to call forth the souls of you, each of the other? That is the way to do it. You say you love. Prove it.
You can walk upright before God in Glory, or you can fall flat on your faces and suffer. But suffering is not the Way. Unwise words have wrecked you in the past. You are good now. You shall always have the right answers. You shall be letter-perfect and number-perfect. Study at night what comes the next day. Light flashes the records for you and you memorize it as you look. It does not take time, but takes the effort before you go to sleep at night, so take the time to look at your next day’s record. Be sure to make your statement that you are going to look at your day’s work when you go over and the last thing before you come back. All you must do is to continuously look up and let the Light make a cross upon your lips "that I may speak words of love."
Be slow in taking offense, lest you charge and assume debts of blame. Why give anyone Power? If one is offensive, they are standing out in the dark. Draw them into the Light. Do not have spots and smudges on your books.
Karmic pride of self leads to more great egotism in this life. New treatment: Reach out with your arms and draw the goal to you.
You sit in a new age body. There is no "old age" pattern in God’s Mind. Better to hook on – now is the time. We can now put all negativity in that Shaft of Eternal Flame and Light. The Eternal Flame ends any idea of separation from God. Separation is a combination of criticism, condemnation and selfish demands. When love enters the heart, unites the negatives and fills the heart, then they fade and the heart is then filled with love.
Our sins are indifference and lukewarmness to Law. This is our special problem until 12th Night. Brooding joy in Light sent forth. No more indifference to Law, inner or outer, from traffic signals up.
Study the difference between personal and objective analysis of the facts to see the difference between what to put in the fire, and dramatizing a situation, making it a mess of pottage. You invest your life in situations and people rather than in God and new creations. When you listen to another’s emotional troubles or complaints about another, then dramatize it in the retelling, even for lifting, you hold the others down with subconscious condemnation. This is the source of some forms of blindness, wearing blinders, passing judgement and blaming. When you use "if/then" statements about others, you obstruct their progress on the path. Instead, ponder how the Fathers will direct them to freedom in their own inimitable way under their own perfect timing. We lift all fear in God’s perfect time. The Father does not blame, judge or condemn, but praises the ascending soul. It is not your job to set a goal of competition for another to reach, for this only encourages them to outer enslavement to keep up. If you entertain a question on why, how, when or where God will handle it, whose nose is where? To be chastened is like turning your face to the sun; it is lovingly turning about to face the Light. Your Father does not reprimand you; He just turns you to face the Light again.
Keep your antenna up; it is a measuring rod of your fervency in your love of God.
Anyone who dwells in the past, anyone who holds a grudge, anyone who puts a debt on another, anyone who resents from the past shall have those memories blocked off whether they lift them or not. Do you want such memories blocked off until you can no longer recall them? Or do you want them wiped out forever, for you can no longer recreate them as darkness. Then lending yourself that Light shall wipe them out before they reach your lips is best, is it not? It is best that you do it the heavenly way, is it not? If Light has blocked them off, do you know what would happen? You could climb to the Source, but you still must return and incarnate in a baby’s body to have them wiped out. Do you understand this clearly? Therefore, Wisdom dictates that you let them be lifted as of now and forever wipe them out until you have no yesterday except the beautiful pearls of your life, gathered from your consciousness, separated from the ugliness, the missing of the mark, the violence and the hate. You have been warned many times in the past. Now you are being told. You are gaining in comprehension of idle words, especially those born of irritation and impatience, which is but your own buried meanness coming to the surface. This is true in king or peasant. It is common. It is illiterate. All the ugly things on earth are spit out in such ugliness. Now this is the Law, and you are seeing it now as it is. Do not put any fancy frame around it or paint over it by excusing yourself. Face it in all its ugliness and put Light on it to wipe it out forever. We hold the world, its Ascension, in the hollow of our hands just because we act like Creator gods upon earth. It is our fault that the world is in the mess it is, for which we take all the blame and we do all the lifting now. We must see perfection. We can’t see yesterday. We can be protected from force, but not from the words of our own mouths.
Compassion does not mean to be soft. Do not feel too perfect yet. Just one day on earth may leave a taint. Evil tries to make a virtue of something that really smells. With ordinary caution and loving prayers, you can protect yourselves but you cannot let down in protection, even for an instant. Lift the "human" in your nature. The quickest way to cleanse self is to go through the Lake of Purity and through the Shaft of Fire every night. Make a sacrifice of your sins now. Ask for more Light and say, "Father, I love You" repeatedly when you feel exposed to cover the high exposure. We must make a gift of our weaknesses. Also, at this time we have a very hard test. Love is the fulfilling of Law. Love is all there is. Love is the Light, Father, I love, love, love. We must enter the Golden Silence in praise, surrender, gratitude or in love of God overwhelming you. Then you ascend with that feeling of closeness and intimacy between you and the Father. You are conscious of the Light only, recognize that all is good, and the intense stillness. You often receive your testing and initiation In the Golden Silence, and afterward those things of the world come upon you. Irritation, impatience and antagonism often overtake you as you become a Light. If you can love God enough and accept the blame that goes with irritation or resentment, you can put the person ever more in the Light and Light will heal him and you too. Do not blame.
"I don’t understand" is a statement of idle words. Lift all negative memories, people and all past negative statements to a cloud into a field of consuming fire. (I had said, "I don’t understand her hate, remembering little things all the time," knowing it was karmic.) "I don’t understand" is a symbol of a closed mind. If you close your mind, it dies, brain cells atrophy. Taints of lack of understanding and saying, "I don’t understand" means I have hidden things and not wanted to uncover them or give them up.
Only Love of God makes you complete, worship of Principle does not. You must love God enough to ignite the flames. Review your Initiations on rebellion, self pity, resentment, any point of weakness you have heard, witnessed or been. Get a notebook. Write your own questionnaire. Ask yourself how well or much or little you have done. Write names you have treated, organizations, government and parts of government. What you put on a mental list is good, but you must write some. Go back from birth up to clean up all you have listed about other people’s business. You drag everyone you have criticized, resented, etc., into bed with you. Your cleansing is in proportion to the vacuum you create by giving up the self you have buried and crystallized. These are things that have kept you from seeing and hearing. For all crystallized brain cells under the surface, you must exercise your seeing and hearing. Good intentions won’t do it. Everything depends upon your degree of effort, free choice. The Kingdom of Heaven is open to all who will come. Love walls you in on Pathway and holds you to the straight and narrow. You can’t go astray, or wander from the Path, for Love turns with you. You have no desire to turn your back. Lift stubbornness, willfulness. Trace it back to birth to be free. Stubbornness, turned around to hold you in Light, is a wonderful thing, but not otherwise.
Avoid offenses to others. Love only. You must pluck out an overly dictatorial attitude, with small roots still underneath, until you give no offense to any. Remember that love does not shout or speak as it works in quiet. So much remains to be done through love, which must be the pure Love of God, unadulterated and unblemished by self. Old habits are hard to break, but they must be shattered, scattered and absorbed. Your difficulty is in becoming absorbed in your own thoughts, when you should be observing the other person’s reaction. Watch where your arrows hit. Cease looking behind you. You are forever blindly approaching when you decide to do something– your mind filled with a need to do something without considering whether it will be acceptable at the time, how it will be received, or the resultant offense. How and when you do it must depend upon what is in the other fellow’s mind. Is this the right time to say this thing to this one? What kind of mood am I targeting? Is it right or just to give offense when I speak of this matter? Or shall I pray a bit, and do it in God’s time and in God’s way? Does God let things go completely wrong when I listen and speak in God’s time and in His way? No. God knows when and how. I do not. All your difficulties come from this one matter. Review your whole life and search for every point of this lack of observation for others, and points of force because of forcing your opinions and prejudices upon others. Call upon God for clear-cut ways and methods in service. The outer will take care of itself once you clean house thoroughly in this matter. It all depends on your moving out of your shell of self, and what you want and what you must do, to observe what the other fellow wants. Wait for the right time for God to push through the necessary "musts." "I now observe" is the statement to use.
It is not enough to long for Ascension. There must be complete giving up of self. The golden tracks are clear for anyone who wants to ascend.
The tone of the voice, even the words that one who is high in consciousness speaks is on such a high vibration that it is like a sustained violin note. Those who operate on the false "peace of soul" vibration receive nothing, for this high tone-vibration disturbs the hard-soft "peace" vibration, which is exactly like making a thin consomme, then thickening it until a spoon would stand straight up in it. This is a complete condensation and slowing of the cellular vibration into an almost static state. Naturally, when an electrical charge is shot through their body and the water of emotion and the oil of spirit pours in lavishly to raise the vibration, then where they have lulled intellectualism to sleep, there is nothing left except a state of being disturbed and disrupted. Now I ask you, how can you expect them to like it? Whom would they blame for the disturbance? Let them sleep. Information may pour through from high places, but some of it will need checking. Fail not in this, for there is still a tendency to misinterpret. As the satellite engineer subtracted one-millionth of an inch in a spot and caused the premature explosion, so can a millionth of a unit of a misinterpretation end in the explosion of a soul. Your training goes on apace, and your love must keep pace with your training to make it your own. You must wrap it around with love. Your love will open all glories to you and your loved ones. Your love will draw to you success and things of the world, and the glories of the Source.
You condition yourself with how you use your hands. Raise your hands to form a chalice of Light to fill your aura. Think to God, "I want to be filled with Light." Hold your hands facing outward, as a token of surrender to the Master to release Power. Raised hands mean contrition, penitence, devotion to and love for the Master. When you hold your hands outward, you lift others. Hold your arms outstretched to draw in your scattered energies. Hands together mean penitence. Crossed hands on the chest invoke the White Light. God cannot walk a crooked path with us. St. Luke 3:4-6 – "As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet, saying, The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make his paths straight. Every valley shall be filled, and every mountain and hill shall be brought low; and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough ways shall be made smooth." You cannot with impunity disobey the Law of Love. The higher you are, the greater the reaction of force. Tempt not the Lord your God. No credits are given for quitting or trying to be a martyr. Take your share or darkness uses the Power that falls on the ground. Say, "Let your Power move in and help me." Do not say "I am" – say "let." When virtue is self-known, it is spelled "vicious." You cannot be virtuous, joyful and know that you are. When you speak a prayer for someone, they are yours for eternity. When someone irritates you, say "Darling, I love you. You’re wonderful." This lets the Power move through. Goal: When we present our desire, then comes an Unconquerable Faith. Your prayer pattern comes under lavish Love as defense: You must stand and defend your faith. Love is a defense and fulfilling of the Law. We are cleaning up our karma in this incarnation. When we are angry at someone or speak unkindly of them, we stamp our picture on their aura.
You have different Paths, each his own way, but there shall never be separation, just Unity: Each is gathering personal experience, each on a different mission because you are all under different Divisions, but each with that goal of the Source before you, each of you divinely capacitated as Oracles. You say you are not an Oracle. An Oracle is one who professes and stands for the Truth. An Oracle is one who expresses truth in business, social or family life to the best of his present ability. An Oracle prays and praises much, has always had the vision of the Voice of God speaking, has always accepted that the Voice of God speaks to one when teaching, from the lowest grades to the highest, as words from Above put on their lips, though they are just phrases on a personal matter, and that phrasing is an Oracle’s service. There is no reason that you cannot be full Oracles. Dedication to joy, dedication to love, dedication to devotion to God, accepting each other as Oracles, not where it is authoritative or dictatorial, but where it is Law. The difference between a personal hurt and soul grief: You cannot have a personal hurt without self-pity, blame, criticism and condemnation, because it is to the self. If you have those taints, they will rise to the surface. A grief of the soul it does not center in the heart or the tear ducts. It is an actual ache of every cell of the body, all over the cells just ache with that yearning, brooding of the soul.
Spirit is universal Principle and Substance, which soul appropriates. Soul is the term use to denote the egoic identity of a descended God. Oversoul descends to the Blue Star of Being when one studies the truth; in time, it touches the glands for "seeing" and "hearing." When you practice selflessness and Ascension to the point where you would give up anything rather than fail God, the silver cord begins to burn away. The subconscious has no reasoning mind; the more one conquers self, the higher one ascends over there. Heart failure during sleep is often due to one trying to force his way through. The silver cord will never totally burn away if there is the slightest chance you would lose your body. You never consider darkness except to change it into Light. You do not consider yourself a part of it, but rather, "How will I affect this?" This is a purifying initiation. Some kill desire without lifting it, but this leaves the karma to be absorbed later, hence they refer to being "bound" on the Wheel of Fate. The Golden Silence is a state of consciousness "in the Presence." You start from the Higher Creative Centers within the golden bowl. First you still the body, then the emotions, finally the mind. Lift the subconscious until it is "all clear." This returns imagination to its "lead place" as vision. To still the body, you relax it completely and rise above the body in consciousness. The best way is to lay supine and find balance in posture, freedom from tension and from the self. Breathing is the key because life is the breath. To relax, you "let go and let God" to become a more worthy servant for God, not for self. This makes you a perfect crystalline vessel filled with Light. All cells of the physical structure and the bodily fluids, too, are light, which is pure Spiritual Substance. We maintain the form that God originally gave us in the finest, highest state throughout all levels down to the coarsest, lowest state in which we exist. The physical body is the outer cellular shell, which is only a fraction of the real you. Ascension is to become Light. The ideal to achieve is a light body, a light step when you may swing or float through space. When you are suspended in space, you may use your brain, faculties and body. Imagination is your modus operandi. Relaxation is an exercise in mind over matter. Lie flat on the floor and sink heavily into the floor. Let go of your back. When you have achieved "dead weight," think of light or "live weight." Go up and look into the face of the Master, which is perfection. Centering exercise: Elbows at sides, fingers up, lift twice for emotion, all of self, all loved ones, all desires, dream-visions and hidden ideals to become. Build for projection up, see up, look up, accept up. If you do this before sleeping, charge your egoic conscious mind to ascend in full control and that it returns remembering. "Father, thank You that I return comprehending that I know what I know" and go out into the Golden Silence. Center your attention on your thumbs: "let go" and feel tension draining out their tips and "let God." Feel Light moving into your wrists, elbows, shoulders and chest to create a warm spot in the center. The throat is a great center of tension and it reacts directly to emotions; feel Light filling it. Feel Light rising to the chin, jaw, lips, cheeks, eyes (filling the six sets of muscles behind the eyes) and the forehead. Feel Light sink from the chest to the solar plexus. Inhale: "Move in, Divine Universal Breath; move through every cell of this body, every atom of this being, recreating and remaking all according to thy Divine Pattern for me of Light, Power, Mind and Substance." Exhale: "Move forth as every prayer, every spoken word, every vision."
Only love directs and controls Power, or we misuse Power as force. Only love can direct and control love. When love is great enough, God shortens time. This means that the Power that would have come through in 1999 comes through now. You can always increase your fervor and double the Power coming through. There must be no idle words and the tonal quality of your voice must be perfect, with no whine of self-pity. This is the proper way to react to the Power. After God releases great Power, one idle word or demand to know makes you "of knowledge," then you are responsible for every breath of the Holy Ghost that you draw. You can send that out as gray or black, which is misuse of Power through idle words. Power is increased tenfold from before you heard the name. If you have not sense enough to direct and control the Power, you go down on that great release. The roots of self are buried deeply. If you dream about death, it implies resurrection. If you have killed something and buried it in the subconscious, a dream of death is the sign that it smells and must be resurrected. If you dream that you have killed an animal or person, you could have hurt a friend. Place him on a cloud and fill him with Light. You are not of the world as the world thinks. You are of heaven and think after heavenly ways. There is an end to evil eventually and that an end is coming closer. Reach out with arms of Light around earth speedily to gather up dropped lines to magnetize them, though they turn from God in hatred. If all God’s agents were lifting always, lifting all lines over earth, those who hate would not concoct new miseries. When we lift the lines, they sputter and make noise, but it comes to naught. Hold all lines. You are responsible. What is your faith? How often do you say "I love thee" to all, from God to the evil ones? – and the evil ones need it the most. It works. When we use no more idle words, when we all turn our faces to Light, then Light will conquer evil. The days of no responsibility for your brothers are past. You are responsible for the block of your dwelling, for your district, your city. Hold up the lines to the Father. It only takes a minute. Do this in all houses and schools. There is only one way to release earth. Enough of the Elect must love evil back into Light. You cannot look upon evil and not admit it. We are not dumb. We have knowledge of good and evil, light and darkness. Say, "You shall turn to good, to the Light" after recognition. The higher you climb, the better you feel.
When are you going to become responsible? An answer of "now" is a must as the only way. There is not deep love or contrition about it, no penitence in it – repentance at saying it, "sorry" repentance, but no penitence over it. This is not good enough. We have gone as far as we can go on deep desire. We must now go only on the Love of God. Do you think that there is anything high or low that is not in the Kingdom? Details and idle words are low things – negligence, indifference, lukewarmness and a certain arrogance and pride beneath the surface that you already have it! It shows because you do not think you are arrogant! When you go to God in love enough, you will not think about yourself, what you can and cannot do! You turn on your faith like a faucet. When you pray, you turn it on, and when you do not, you shut it off. An earnest and deep desire is the baby step, just out of diapers, still causing the mother untold embarrassment in training pants! How do you train a child in a school classroom? Do you accept "I can’t"? "I don’t know"? Every idle word builds a thicker veil between you and seeing and hearing. Love is the only opening, cure, lifter, gate, door, step – for you in the details you have forgotten. When you love God enough and repent for disobedience, you will register and live it. There is no reason why this kitchen cannot be run smoothly and efficiently. If you do not grasp every straw of your subconscious mind, it will come up at a time when it will hurt and your ears would burn! It would come up when you have weighty problems. You are not repentant enough. We need more love to pour upon it. Love would be the answer. Embarrassment is not real repentance. Shame repentance says, "it shall not be done again." You say, "I move up. I love you God. I love you. Father, I love you. I love you" to get rid of this fake repentance. Whenever you say "I," it is only mental. Your repentance had better be good, or you will be a whited sepulcher. Why should you "forget" details? Whom are you babying? When you want to judge yourselves by your neighbors’ standards, you are wonderful – IF that is what you want! But if you want to be a firebrand, you are certainly going to have to do something about it! You take yourself along with you. If you loved God, you would not be using idle words. Thinking about it does not do it. Loving God is the cleansing of all. Repentance is based in the worldly vibration of shame, pain and pride. Reconciliation is the first acceptance of Law, and when you bit your tongue, you are learning Law. Atonement is broken down this way:
Stay up, know God, and your business is to lift darkness! When anything comes along, just do it fast, but with care. If earth’s millions believe in Guardian Angels, then it is time that we, who love God so much, should also accept and believe that there is not only a Divine Power to command for healing and for the lifting of darkness, but it is time to include our faith in this Divine Protection and guidance in our plan of life now. We think we have included God in our life, and we have, to the best of our ability, but what good is last year’s plan? We cannot live over one instant of it or do anything about our indifference and failures to live up to it. Let us then include Dr. Soderman’s challenge to darkness in our new plan. Let us too, believe in Guardian Angels, who are not only working over us, but holding the Divine Blueprint in their hands, which is headed "Building for Peace for Earth and for Man."
Be like leaves and reach up and out when you face a test (illness and all), and never go down. Give up all grief and earthly taints. Never judge unrighteously. At night, go out and lie on a cloud. Tell the Father that you want Him to release the Power through you to "melt and dissolve all the force I have put forth and Light along every line I have touched and everyone I’ve contacted. All idle words! Dissolve them. Let the Power and Light use me." We cannot be critical. Illness is the return of misused idle words, and we take it back into body as illness instead of saying "here it is, Father," and lifting it. All ideas come from above. Be an Oracle! Move up and do this as an Oracle. By the words of your mouth shall ye know them! By your works shall ye know them! Your reactions! You rebuild your body! Walls of Fire about your body protect you from all your own entities and the outer! Take the responsibility to release the Power to be used, and to cast all idle words into the fire. You don’t have to pay them through your body. Put it in the fires to be burned! Fear before the world holds one from seeing and hearing. Get rid of fear of God and of the outside. Only the descended Creator gods have the Power to speak the word! Those who "do" the most on the outer are of the descended Creator gods. The rest just "talk" and follow. Edna Miriam’s work is to build the descended Creator gods into their potential. There is no free will, only free choice. The Gates open on credits! Nevertheless, you have to choose God’s way. You give all to Him, and you have all. Adultery is committed on the spiritual plane by escape, and fear. Do what you can on outside but the real healing is the Light coming through. Science has raised the vibration of a cell to higher Spiritual Substance, to Light. Siphon off the "heavy" of life by lifting ice to steam and vapor. Declare all good where it is. "She’s good where she is! Darling, I love you where you are." If one could do better, he would! "You are good where you are, but come on! You can do better!" Ask God, "What can I do to help this one to get him to a higher grade?" To call someone a name is "an abomination unto the Lord." Do not expect a cup to contain a gallon! Pray for others into a higher grade. Build up the morale of all others. Just ask what to do for others. Fears are born of subconscious loneliness and grieving about life. The ones we live with, live out what we have in our subconscious mind. Find out what your potential is, then begin serving. Recreate your body by Light and living. Your potential of health is a perfect body. Act as if. Your body registers sensations, so take it up. There is never anything to grieve over, just to rejoice to God about. Everyone needs four hours a day of diversion, and you have to make it up or you do the work! Serve God on the inner while you play on the outer. Face the subconscious and love God enough. When you feel guilty, go up, kneel before God and say, "Here I am Father. Cleanse all this guilt (etc.), and make me your strong one to release the Power for Your great work." Matthew 24:22 states, "The prayers of the righteous avail much." Edna Miriam has fifteen years of Dr. Boyd’s academic work, and thirty-five years experience as a psychiatrist. Censor every word that passes your lips, pin it on the wall and analyze it. We believe that the Lord Jesus Christ speaks as us, and we declare all good in its own grade. "Darling, you are wonderful, I love you." We have the right under Divine Justice to use an appraisal to find out, and set our minds like a clock for the Father to give us the "grade" of work for the one who needs it at that grade. We all live on vibrations. There’s no reason that you can’t see a letter, or pick up a handkerchief and know that person. "Read" it. Go up immediately upon a body "tick." Go to the Altar and say, "Here am I, Father. Make this body perfect." Live at you five-pointed Oversoul star and the Power does the work. Get rid of frustration, grief and a guilt complex, which is nothing more than being afraid of showing love for God! Sacrifice of self means to give up opinions and prejudices, give up guilt, give up fear. "Blind though I may be, use me!" We are here as vehicles to be used! We need not know "how" or "why" or "which!" You have been "eating your words." You may permit no "self" in your analysis of others. You can’t enjoy the discomfiture of others. Working out our salvation is using the "savvy" and intelligence God gave you for protection, etc. Be above the bodily needs. Declare, "This tumor is melted, dissolved and absorbed." The Power of the living God and the devouring Ray of the Mother moves through and consumes it. Stop signing your checks on God’s Banks with "if" and "but," or they come back and butt you down. If I want the Power to use me, I must be perfect. Give up self-opinions and prejudices, and live the Life as though you were living under God’s big toe. Pay debts as you go! Pray for others. Do not pass judgement: "Darling you are wonderful! You’ve learned your lesson and you are going on from here. Go on!" "I’m trying" is a cover-up. It is telling the subconscious mind, "Just don’t pay attention. Don’t listen to her." If you don’t train your subconscious all the time, how can it tell you and catch you up on a negative? When someone else errs, just get to your Altar fast and say, "Father, here it is! Send forth Light and Power to melt, dissolve and free it." Lift as you go. Move up and don’t pay karmic debts through the body! Give up! Do not hand yourself sophistries. Words of gossip affect the liver, the organ of sincerity. Agree with your adversaries and live right. Pay others’ debts. "Father, let me reach out and draw in all debt of Name. Let it be purified and dissolved." The Great Ones above the Gates practice being perfect "as of this minute." God loves you and says, "Yea, I hold you in my arms but I can’t set aside Law!" Disciplining yourself as a student must be rigid! Don’t let self get away with a thing. If a lesson comes, don’t say, "What have I done?" Just say, "Thank You for this, Father. Here it is. I lift it to Thee." When Edna Miriam was eight years old, her parents left her alone on a winter’s afternoon. It grew dark on the prairie, but they did not allow her to light a lamp, only a stove fire. Coyotes awakened her, and she heard them come to the fence. She was afraid and prayed to the Master, who came as a Shepherd with a crook, with Guardian Angels. He spoke, saying, "Peace, and keep your Golden Silence." All was a golden-rose mist of Light. You can’t have anything "outer" that is not inner. You gripe and whine, and you are in pain! Move up! How often have you been told this? Is your head made of wood? Use it. The brain is good for at least 1,000 years. Brain cells die of lack of use! Memorize daily, a stint a day. With God, all things are possible! You are Daughters of Love and you are good, and the greatest good is to laugh. Laugh much. Lift darkness and keep on kneeling as your soul before your High Altar, and dedicate yourself to God’s Service. Memorize at night what the day is to bring forth. In the morning, look up and say, "Here I am. Lift me, fill me, hold me and use me," and go about your business. |
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